Currently Reading A History of Interior Design By John Pile see related

I know I need to update.. school has been crazy-busy...  But I will leave you with this after taking a final at 8 IN THE MORNING...

Finals suck! boo on school!  Yeaaaa for Christmas break!

Bye my Loves,

Bella

So I was thinking... (frightening.. I know)....

Guys are like shoes... and here are my reasons...

You have your casual, you can throw them on with anything shoes.. A must have in every closet.   This is your guy friend that you never have to worry about having "feelings" for.. He is there to be a friend and give you advice from a guys point of view.  And when you need a break from girls (admit girls, it is neccessary at times).. you can give him a call and just chill.

Then you have your collection of heels of all different colors and styles...  none of them too expensive... but they go with EVERYTHING!  These are the guys that maybe you dated.. maybe not.. but you always end up at the same social scene or hang out with with other people..  They are fun, real and cause you no stress.

Then you have that one pair of heels.. they are to die for!  But you know that you spent WAY  TOO MUCH MONEY ON THEM and you can only wear them for a season because you know the style is too unique to have long term use in your wardwrobe.. But for the 3 outfits you wore them with.. PERFECT.. in this since.. money=energy... this is that one guy you dated that was so fun and for a moment flawless.. but too much energy in the end.. you can't see the long term affect and you have to say bye bye!

Then.. one day.. you will find them.. the one pair of perfect stilettoes.. not only will they have just ONE more pair that are your size and fit perfectly... but they will be on sale.. although you would dish out full price without thinking twice.  But those stilettoes are there to save you money.. not waste it.. (again.. money=energy) They will go with EVERYTHING you love in your closet and they will truck through all the paths you take them on.  They will mold to your feet and fit perfectly just for you.  They will always be there as your favorite pair of heels and you will never ever throw them out..  This is that one guy that will catch your attention and keep it.. he won't be perfect for everything.. but he will be perfect for you.. he will stick around through all the work it takes to make a relationship work.. and you won't be able to get rid of him..

Well.. I have bought A LOT of shoes.. but I am still waiting for my one pair of perfect stilettoes.  Too bad I just spent WAY TO MUCH MONEY on a pair.  hahahaa you live and you learn.  When the going gets tough.. just buy a pair of shoes!!!

Bye my Loves,

Bella

Currently Reading Letters From New Orleans By Rob Walker see related

So this is my week....

well I was dating a guy... and it seemed to be great or right.. and it then it is funny how one small conversation shows you that nothing about the situation is great or right.  True colors.  they are bitter/sweet.  Anywho.  That ended and at first I was distraught and somewhat sad... but then after a conversation with him tonight I quickly realized that I have nothing to fret about... that my life and time is mine and it is better off.  My friendship with this guy will pick back up at some point.. If I find it is even worth my time or energy.. It might not be though.  haha

Anyway.. I get excited at change because it brings new things to the plate of life.  I am the best I have been all week.. it has indeed been a long week.. but not just because of some guy.. no no no.. school, friends, family.. definitely school..all of it.. it is quickly picking up though.  I love how the Lord reminds us that He has the ultimate love for His children.  I don't need no man  but I am single and ready to mingle.. (laugh mother.. that is funny...) 

Okay.. study time.. bye bye

Bye my loves,

Bella

HELLO EVERYONE!

Well I have had some comments that make me think it is time to post... (Christian Buddy)!!!  He is right though.. it has been far too long since I last updated all my xanga love's to the chaotic but beautiful world of BellaStilettoes.  So here we go...

First things first... I continue to realize this semester the crazy system of life.  I use to have this way of having the next 5 to 10 years planned in my  head... and although I have long-term goals and big plans... I have seen, first hand, the importance of living life one day at a time.  It is so easy to miss the little things that could have huge impacts.  Time is given to us each day by God and if you are not spending it wisely or fully... you are wasting it.  The beautiful thing is though... spending time wisely or fully can be as simple as feeling the wind blow on your face or looking around and remembering you even have the ability to live, breath, laugh and love.  Sometimes I think we have it in our heads that our life is not complete or exciting unless we have huge things going on... My life is so so so blessed and full of love from my family and friends.  I am in school learning about my passion.  I am surrounded by family and friends who love and accept me for who I am, yet challenge me to be better.  I laugh all the time and care about others...  To me that is huge... and whatever life brings through all that is just added bonus to a GREAT GREAT life.  Even days that exhaust me, like today, I go to bed each night knowing that I have a God who loves me and knows me by name, family that loves me, friends who see me and know me... and amazing opportunities in my future...   through chaos, sorrow, and being soooo tired i can't see straight... I have that and I rest easy.

My challenge to myself this week is remembering and applying what i just pondered even though i know things will be busy....

I love you all.. I hope your monday started your week off well.

Bye my Loves,

Bella

Currently Listening Black Sheep By Martin Sexton see related

Hello Everyone!

I am sure no one will read this because it has been far to long since I updated... yes.. I suck I know.

The beginning of this semester has been far busier than I could have ever imagined.  It is going really good though.. I spend my SaturDAYS doing school, which was not always something I did or had to do.. a little different... I also have become quite the nap taker, you can read about that on the site of sissormomma.  Well life is going.. I am happy and blessed! 

I am sure I have a lot to tell all of you and one day I will tell it.

Be kind.

Bye my Loves,

Bella